hello mum.tammy brought me the dvd maggies pete done of your day .its nice to watch and mum it was a nice send of .i still feel funny saying that .it all seems unreal .like your gonna knock on my door and say ha ha tone i got ya hahaha you no a proper wind up a haha i hope you come and talk to me cos i realy want you to asap mum..i wanna no your alright and you aint scared of anything and you aint alone cos i feel alone and im here so mum come and let me no everythings alright a .o mum i keep forgetting to get that vidie of sams phone but ill be putting that on here soon .its of you and tracey danceing when youd had a drink haha and the other one is of you down traceys and haveing a laugh with bill and tracey hahaha bills drunk in it and tracey leaves you with him hahaha..i love you mum sooo much i feel like ive lost something .something big in my life .im sorry .i no you want me to be a certain way but its easier said then done a i no u no .ill be comeing up to see ya tommorow so until then mum...i love and miss you so much your son xxtonyxx..