hello mum im missing you so much .mum im finding things hard wat we was talking about .mum i can only try so much but i no u understand me a .i no u no i cant beg cos i feel like im begging people .sorry family .to love me and get on with me just like i feel about them a .never mind mum.as long as u no ive tried and tried again a .but im nearly at my end mum.mum i just hope they the people who mean anything to me realize alls i want is wat they want and wat youve always wanted a .but mum i cant keep letting people mug me of especially people who aint even my family a .i no u no wat i mean a .anyway mum ill try again but i do think ive nearly had enough a .mum a person can only take so much a .anyone a .mum im gonna go for now but ill be back tommorow .asap.loveya .good night god bless i love you .your son tony..xx..